*may contain typos* whatever.
ihave a thing for the independent type.something about a female that’s can handle her own.and she’s not the easy type.shes the type where you have to entertain her emotions,share goals, swap stories about how you can’t wait.to be banking.all these before you get a little bump and grind.the type where you have to break her down slowly at her pace.barrier by barrier.emotions,feelings,her friends thoughts about me, family introductions and if youre lucky spend holidays together.shit like that.knowing her independence is slowly diminishing.then on a least expecting night,but not a night you didnt prepare for,she let me have her.cause in her eyes you were worth it.
the first time is always the most exciting for me.both of you are fucking each other.almost like a competition on who can fuck who better.then you’ll test other again,to see if you’re as kinky as the other.you dont wanna hear the “awh its okay ill show next time” speech.
then at each theres climax at her most vulnerable you close “comfortbility” circle and cuddle naked.
with feelings already in tact things that were challenging for me, things that made me want her more became an “okay babe” , “yes babe” and not “no” or “make me”. then slowly istart brainwashing my self with senseless thoughts. scaring myself with the idea of commitment.no one told you to let down your pride.no one said iwould reciprocate that action.
Punctuality isn’t about respecting time. It’s about respecting people.
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